So in high hopes of getting my car fixed is denied. I need to replace a new motor in the car for it to work again. Another disappointment added on to the load I carry. However this time I’m refusing to carry the load that I’ve harbored for so long.
It seems like I have the short end of the stick when it comes to recieving many blessings from God.When I have that kind of attitude I notice that my eyes were glued to the situation instead of keeping my eyes on my Father in heaven. When my eyes are fixed on Him I realize that I’am blessed with many things. I have my health, a wonderful family that is giving, friends that I can count on in times of trouble, going to school Working two jobs, and having a ride provided to where I need to be.
Whenever I was in some financial trouble my mom always said that everything happens for a reason. She also said that if I put my trust in God alone, He will pull me through whatever hard situation I’m going through.
Concerning financial situations in my life God provided everytime. If money wasn’t literally sent my way, somehow arrangments were made to work in my favor, or opportunities to make extra money to help pay for what I needed.

So I told the person who I was interested in, how I felt and I was rejected. But you know even though I feel heart sick, God is still the restorer of my soul and healer of my heart.

God is Faithful and True.
Psalms 116:1,2,5 & 8 I love the Lord because he listens to my prayers for help. He paid attention to me. So I will call on him for help as long as I live.
The Lord is kind and does what is right, our God is merciful.
Lord you saved me from death,You stopped my eyes from crying , you kept me from being defeated.