So little time.

With everything I have to do this semester, I'm going to have very little time to do anything with anyone at all. It's just crazy, but yet I'm filled with excitement. I know I can do this. God will give the strength to get by. I'm sure of it.

A rainbow on a cloudy day.

Life itself is great. I'm currently in a serious relationship with a wonderful guy that plans on marrying me. Which is awesome. However my parents have become extremely nosey about my business and what I plan on doing. It's rather annoying. I don't like having my parade being rained on. They find every excuse in the book to write him off. Well no matter what they do were still planning on getting married. Trying to find the right colors is annoying. There are so many ideas to choose from but hey that's how it works. This is something I've come to realize. Grant it I love my parents but I'm tired of playing monkey in the middle. yes to an extent mom and dad knows best, but they don't know everything!! They're not God!! I want to create an envioriment of love, forgiveness and peace. The way God intended for it to be. Not where there is hatred and manipulation, control and whatever non-sense comes my way. Whenever Justin and I try to do things right before God that's when the troubles happen three times than normal.

This whole situation is irritating but makes me laugh at the same time. Feeling thankful but also impatient. It just proves to me all the more that prayer will change things than exporting weighty words on others.

So I thank the Lord for bringing such a wonderful man in my life, that is gentle and shy and caring. I thank God for the wisdom he will bestow for us to save money for the wedding and for the approval we'll get from the parents. I thank you Lord for the endurance you've given my boyfriend to continue this relationship even though satan has tried many times to place difficult circumstances our way.

I'm so thankful for the forgiveness and compassion you bestow on those who are willing to turn from mistakes and move on.

Lord I believe in your word and I trust in you. Only this is possible through your grace and power. You are enough to soften the most harden of hearts. I pray that you would start with me. That I wouldn't let other peoples opinions affect me. That I would only care about what your word says.

I see the light at the end of this tunnel, I have hope and reason that you will work things out according to your plan. I trust in you and believe you will make a way. Of restoring the love of Jesus and loving one another to my family and starting with me. Healing past hurts on both sides. Only this can be through Christ. I thank u.

Your bigger than my problems, I have faith to believe that your there in the midst of the storm.