Craziness

Friday night I was involved in a crucial accident, however I survived the accident very little injuries. The only thing that I'm suffering from is emotional pain that my father is giving to me about not going straight home. I wish I have a car and I wasn't living at my parents home anymore, but unless I get married soon it's not going to happen. Also the guy that I still like is completely ignoring me what makes me sad. I feel unimportant. I hope my good friend mike show's up, but I don't know. I'm grateful to be alive, however I can't deal with this emotional pain that I'm going through. I wish I didn't have to leave at my parents home anymore and I was able to live at someone's house. That would help a lil bit of the frustration that I'm dealing with. Sigh it will happen in due time.