Only two weeks left of school until winter break! Now I get to sleep in!!!! The few things I can be thankful to God for are my family, going to school, my brother getting married, for me getting a car (even though it doesn't run right now!), being blessed with so many nieces and nephews, for my best friend and her finding love, for teaching me self control and how to love those who refuse to be loved, and patience to wait for a mate.
I will admit that it sucks having to wait for so long for love. Sometimes I feel like love is overrated, that it's not as wonderful as people betray it to be. Even though this thought I have is a lie it's hard to push it away when in reality I'm still single and no one wants to be with me.
The only thing someone would want from me is sex and that's it! I'm sorry that isn't going to happen! I would rather be single for the rest of my life then to give something away that is intended to stay inside of marriage.
So for me waiting for a mate is still in the works heehehehe. At least one thing I know is that God loves me no matter how I'm feeling. I don't have to be fake with Him, and He still has compassion for me. That is what is amazing about HIM I don't have to change a thing about myself!