I don't know what to say. I'm in the middle of being happy about how things turned out between my ex and his woman but yet I'm saddened. I'm happy in one way because maybe things might work out between us, I don't know. But at the same time I feel upset that things didn't work out and both people got hurt in the process. It sucks getting hurt period. Man I've been battling thoughts and saying mean things about people, it has been a continual struggle. Not saying about everyone but certian individuals that are close to me or use to be close to me. And I just want to say I'm sorry and if I said anything it was because I'm jealous of you and I wasn't content being truly happy, and I was trying to control your life. It's not my place and I apologize.
I just wanna live in freedom that Christ speaks of and I don't wanna worry or feel uneasy about anything.
So my question is why is it so difficult to find these days? And why can't I not stop thinking about this one individual? Maybe it's because our seperation felt like several months but in reality it was one month all together. This pain will pass. :)
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