Well God has been teaching and showing me how important it is to forgive others and treat them with respect even when they don't return the same for me. It's hard, but God has continually given me the grace and enough strength to do so. I love God. It doesn't matter how much other people hurt me cause i know that God is able to keep me. Am I saying that what people say about me and or the hurtful comments doesn't have an affect on me. I would be lying to myself. I was able to talk to my ex and it was an interesting conversation. However we got in a quarrell but we were able to get out of it. However I felt honored that he would trust me with what was going on with his life. But my heart was saddened for the things he had to go through. I feel for him very much. Whether we get back together or not, I wish the best for him. People may not even understand that, but they don't have to. If God can forgive me then why should I hold unforgivness toward anyone else. It's hard path to go on, but it's possible to do. It's only possible when you try to walk on the road toward forgiving someone.
Sometimes it takes capturing thoughts by the second or milla second, minute or every day to overcome temptation of harboring harsh feelings toward others.
Another thing I've learned is keeping my mouth closed around those I cannot trust with my secrets, or issues I'm dealing with.
I want my life to be a living testimony of God's faithfulness, and I will continue to live the best of my knowledge with abiding in the prescence of God and walking by his word.
Am I perfect person? By all means no. however God is good and I'm thankful that his blood and his love for me is enough to cover all my wrong doings, and is enough to set me free.
I'm slowly learning what I need to be, and he is teaching and showing me the way. I love him so.
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